In the In-Between
Yeah, so, I haven’t posted anything on the blog for a long, long while.
If I were to use excuses, I’d say that it’s because of this trip home to England and not having the time or space to put new posts together regularly. And although that is partially true, the complete, honest truth is that I’m in a really strange place in my life right now and I feel like I’m just stuck in limbo between two places that are unfamiliar; like being in that weird dimension between who I was and who I am becoming; between where I was and where I am going.
Today, at the time that I am writing this, my little family and I should be at the airport concluding our trip to England and returning to our new home country (as from August 2016), Mauritius. But due to personal reasons, that’s no longer happening just yet, and so the life that I thought we would be returning to has literally evaporated before my eyes – and despite the excitement I feel at the prospect of staying in England, I just feel a little bit lost, like it’s a new beginning all over again but I just don’t know where to begin.
What I have been deeply reflecting and meditating on in the last few months is my life purpose and the things that my heart and soul are telling me I need to do, especially as many of the things I want to do involve me being in England. I thank the Universe for sending me the most incredible ideas, particularly in the last couple of weeks, which I know in my deepest heart of hearts that I have to make reality. At the same time, while working on my inner being and understanding the Law of Attraction and the collective consciousness, I feel like I don’t want to put out any negative vibes out into the Universe at all and all the new ideas that are coming to me are are even more so about love, positivity and breaking down barriers between humanity.
A lot of my work in journalism and on the blog has been speaking about global issues from a more conscious perspective – and although I still do believe this is important and needed, at the same time I know that whatever you focus on grows. And the more time and attention we give to negativity or not-so-nice things that are happening in the world, the more those things will continue to increase. Look at the mainstream media for example – they churn out negative news constantly and so, more and more terrible things continue to happen in the world. The majority of people in the world consume the news, think about it, feed it, live in fear because of it and so forget to LIVE. And I don’t want to play any part in that any more.
So I guess what I’m trying to say with this blogpost is that there have been major changes in my life and there are changes coming in terms of my work as a creator. I know a large part of my purpose on this earth is to help other people, but before I can help anyone else at all, I need to help myself and so I need to take this time for deeper inner reflection and know truly what I want and the direction which I need to take.
Please bear with me as I navigate through this transitional phase of my life and I promise not only you, but myself, God and the Universe that I will and can make every single dream that is awakening in my heart in this present time, a reality. Thank you so much for all your support so far, it means the world.